Back to school...

     In less than 2 days University will start again with all the hassle, studying, rushing and all its problems.Yet, strangely enough I'm looking forward for it and ready for a year all packed up with new things to do.This year although I'm not yet fully registered-welcome to university life and its problems-will be a year were I will be left without breathe because I have to focus more on Spanish and its going to be hard for the end of this year to be completely fluent in the language.However, I'm ready!!!
    2nd Year University Here I come :)))

End of Summer 2010

This weekend was the last one of this summer,so all the island was full of activities for the young ones.One of the biggest hits was the End of Summer special Weekender, which was divided into two days.On the first day there was Deadmau5 and also Gareth Emery, to be honest I only enjoyed Deadmau5 part due that I like more his genre.On the second day there was one of the most famous commercial djs, David Guetta,I must say he gave quite a show.
      These both days will be in my best memories due that loads of things happened, quite strange, unthinkable, new and unexplainable.Above all I ended this summer in big, luckily enough.Now,I'm already looking forward for next weekend due that one of my great friends will have her birthday!!And also we will be going to Elton John's concert which is quite different from this past weekend.And winter is clearly approaching due that I'm starting to live just for the weekends...

Deadmau5

And tonight is the night we have been waiting for :):) Let the end of summer weekend begin!!

I think, I dream, I worry...will these take me somewhere!!

Dilemma

       These days are just getting to be more harder and it will only get worst if I don't act now.All my real friends have tried to open my eyes about certain things but I've been blind and trying to look only the positive sides of things.Yet now, I realised that everything has a limit and I'm going to try to sit things straight, they have to go either way...let's just hope the best  for everyone.Last night was a night were I opened my eyes because so many people are continuing to tell me  the same thing so that must be quite obvious that something is wrong.

       A word, a hug, a look, a gift all have a meaning which make me think, as if I don't do that a lot already,but thanks to these little gestures I see who are those people who really care and might at the end of the day be those real FRIENDS.I just get angry to know that there are some people who pretend that they are your friends but in reality they are only using you and take just what they want from you.Actually, this is over and I'm not going to be used as a   simple piece of paper which can be used and then thrown away.

      I still don't know what I want from this life, yet I don't condition other people with this,and I hate when people try to this because the pain you feel when this happens is unimaginable and don't want no one to live it.I'm just not accusing nobody but some people have just to be careful because to achieve their happens they have to be careful with the other persons around them feelings.

     But looking on the bright side this is what makes you a person the decisions we all need to go through, and I'm ready to win this battle against all the problems and always have a smile on my face no matter what happens.A smile will always help you and will be a good deal to start new friendships!!

Weekends!!

    Back from a night out with my lovely girls yet I'm still not tired!!Today we celebrated a special friend's birthday and we all ended up moaning about something...who got feet pain including myself thanks to those lovely high heeled shoes that are so painful, who was cold and who was tired after a day of work or a day of swimming.

      This weekend was kind of funny loads of things happened and are yet to come i'm guessing in this particular moment.Yesterday I went out after work, with some workmates although the night was planned to be with my girls but never mind I still met them and enjoyed our night.Jb might not be one of my bestfriends because it just got me so drunk that my tongue went loose and nothing could stop it... I just was saying everything that came up to my mind without no thought.Well, some secrets came out, and all my shyness was left outside the club and all that I had to say was said, finally.This might have been a positive thing, however believe me somethings are better left unsaid sometimes.Today, I just tried to stay away from alcohol and fortunately enough was able to and spent the night with my girls and taking loads of photos again.
       Although the night wasn't perfect thanks to some nonsense some people continue saying and how they act,but at least nothing was ruined!A weekend off from work has become a salvation to me so that I can enjoy myself together with those who I call friends.The weekend is not yet over and I'm already looking forward for the next one because here in Malta is going to be big, because Deadmau5 and Guetta are going to be here, and also Digweed who are quite popular here.
      I'm out for today, let's wait and see what will happen tomorrow if somethings go the way I want them too or not, and maybe end this weekend on a positive note.

Goodnight
      xxx

A new beginning

via deviantart

Welcome to my blog!!This will be something new for me although I already have  Tumblr, yet I'm going to try this at the moment.

Well, I'm a girl living in Malta named Yesenia.Currently studying at the University of Malta and will be a second year student this October, and am totally looking forward due that the course I'm in will be offering Honours this year for the very first time.This is also a reason why I opted to have a blog so that I would open new horizons to my world.

This summer has been one of the best I must say so, I'm looking forward to show you some bits and pieces of how it was, yet nothing went always perfect with all those ups and downs life comes with.Right now I may not be the most happy person but thanks to these writings I will be able to feel better.

I'll keep you posted with whats going on in my life through photos and thoughts!!

Yesenia x