I'm falling in love

I must say I'm falling in love yet not with a person but with this site :P
                             http://www.modcloth.com/
I just can't stop browsing it, every time I'm finding something new...Ohh I need money :(
And, most of all I fell in love with these amazing cameras and also accesories,I WANT!!!

Friends you've got to love them :)

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Life is a big puzzle...

I can say that life has changed me in a drastic way throughout these years, it make me feel conscious about myself, forget myself or else others, I never knew what my purpose was, it just kept giving me things but I wasn't able to put everything together.Luckily enough it seems that I'm getting some sense to be able to make up this puzzle and create my life, I know what I want, I can see my purpose although there is lot more to be discovered than there already is.Nowadays I'm able to say that no one is going to ruin my life, I'm going to fight for what I want, especially for my career, family and love, and all those values that will just make you a fulfilled person.

I'm just going to get what I want yet the path is long and dangerous, I might get hurt, lose faith, however I know that I am going to give the best!!

Autumn

In Autumn everything "dies" yet in its decay the beauty increase and all you can see around you are bright oranges, red and yellow.This is the time were you prepare yourself for winter so enjoy these colours in full life before they disappear and everything becomes white!!

How love can change...

Before 

Picasso painted his first wife in a such a classical way different from what he was doing at that moment.He changed his  style because  her energy gave him this inspiration and also because he was so madly in love with her that he almost did a perfect piece of art.Yet, after he sucked all of his wife's energy he changed how he looked at her and painted her differently, however he painted his mistress in such a beautiful way again because of his love.

After

He did an amazing job in these portraits because he showed how love for the same person can change and how we can view the same person differently after some time!!

My life in just a verse xD

CÓMO QUIERES QUE TE QUIERA
SI EL QUE QUIERO QUE ME QUIERA
NO ME QUIERE COMO QUIERO QUE ME QUIERA

Oxymoron

     These are the days which I love and hate at the same time, they are full of craziness and happiness yet with that inch of sadness and hurt that will always effect me more than those dull and dark days.I'm just mad trying to live life day by day even though in the inside I'm a little thoughtful and worried about what is about to come.Fighting not to think and to keep my emotions steady is beginning difficult but it seems all I can do not to keep hurting although I don't want to.Deep down however I know I will not be completely successful because I'm a freak/hopeless romantic who loves love, although not frequently experienced ,which I don't regret at all.I think that you have to fight for love if you truly believe in it no matter what,even if it will be painful at the beginning once everything is settled, life will be full of amazing  things and feelings.These days of madness are full of these thoughts and emotions which are just hidden by my madness of always trying to smile even when life is constantly slamming doors in your face.Droplets are constantly falling across my cheeks, sometimes because of joy and others of pain.Those of joy will always leave a mark yet those of pain will leave a deeper and maybe a more permanent mark!!

Ps.I know that this blog is not full of positive things but these are all my thoughts and how I feel and at the moment it is just quite difficult.That's all!!

Will be writing soon xxx