These are the days which I love and hate at the same time, they are full of craziness and happiness yet with that inch of sadness and hurt that will always effect me more than those dull and dark days.I'm just mad trying to live life day by day even though in the inside I'm a little thoughtful and worried about what is about to come.Fighting not to think and to keep my emotions steady is beginning difficult but it seems all I can do not to keep hurting although I don't want to.Deep down however I know I will not be completely successful because I'm a freak/hopeless romantic who loves love, although not frequently experienced ,which I don't regret at all.I think that you have to fight for love if you truly believe in it no matter what,even if it will be painful at the beginning once everything is settled, life will be full of amazing things and feelings.These days of madness are full of these thoughts and emotions which are just hidden by my madness of always trying to smile even when life is constantly slamming doors in your face.Droplets are constantly falling across my cheeks, sometimes because of joy and others of pain.Those of joy will always leave a mark yet those of pain will leave a deeper and maybe a more permanent mark!!
Ps.I know that this blog is not full of positive things but these are all my thoughts and how I feel and at the moment it is just quite difficult.That's all!!
Will be writing soon xxx
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