Well till now I haven't had a great christmas the one of the kind that you will always remember but lets still have faith for things to change.This year few presents seem to have come my way, I know that this isn't what christmas is about but I like the thought behind gifts.And,yes maybe Santa still has to come under my christmas tree to deposit some gifts due at the moment is dead empty (therefore if he alreafy came I'm screwed hehe).I have been looking at things in all the positive way possible due that when I was seeing everything bad more things made them worse,however this plan doesn't seem to work that they aren't changing eventhough I'm working hard on them.
These days have been quite nice seeing people who I didn't see for ages,and see how they changed.However,seeing them made me more conscious about my life, because I want to acheive things like having a relationship and being able to stay in it for ever till death eventhough the road seems tough and harsh yet I'm ready to love more than I'm already loving, fight for what is good for me and others and stand up and take charge, also I want to know who my true friends really are those that eventhough I might hurt them sometimes or they might do at the end of it all they are going to be there for me ready to put a smile on my face by just a stare.I hope for a year better than the ones already lived filled with fun and crazy moments, love, friends, passion, and faith in never disbelief something without even trying eventhough a simpler way seems to be nicer it might be worse than working and fighting hard for something more difficult yet maybe worth more living;both in my future carreer and that love,
To all those people reading I just wish you a merry and a joyful christmas and have a good year filled with all they desire,and that to keep those real friends close eventhough few and don't replace them with new,have friends and keep them all the same but don/t replace easily those that have been there for you and know you.This is an advice that I have learnt last year when I had this problem,yet now I'm all good I hope and ready to share all my life with someone else.
Happy Christams :))be all safe
xxxxx
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