Shoes :)

A Day cleaning my shoes and boredom, ends up this way!

This is my Fairytale

This is my Fairytale

Number 1

Myself!

The night that we fell under the spell of the moon.

This reminds me of those old days, where I used to cook with mum every Sunday and just sing and dance along this song among many other classics!..I must say I'm quite thankful that my mum loves music and that she has given me her love and taught me a lot about music =))

Friends!

We meet new people everyday, yet only few of them remain in our lives.You get to learn who really cares about you and will be there no matter where he is nor the time he is always there.These days I must say that I have made some new friends that actually I have never thought of being such good friends however when gaining there is also a risk of losing.For gaining few I lost an important one, which meant a lot to me yet we learn from people, they hurt us but this will prevent us from a sadder future I guess.At the moment, I'm feeling like floating in air which is something new to me but I'm seeing my friends there helping me and even though this is not clearly a great time if they need me I forget about myself and just be sure that they are also fine.

I love making friends a lot and the thing that there is someone always there is fantastic...yet when it comes to lose someone I just can't handle it easily even though everyone keeps telling that time will pass and forget, understanding and to be able to live with it seems yet so far.

Neon

Well, this week wasn't one of the best apart from exams some other problems arouse...but strangely enough last Wednesday while I was rearranging my room to take my mind of things, I found these neon sticks which I had worn as bangles.You might say, so what is so important about these to have been in my room and am posting about?These have been in my room now since last February soon they will be a yeat, and as strange as it may seem they mean a lot to me especially the invisible one which when it was good was blue.They make me remember about a special night which has change my life through ups and downs I must say now and by finding them again, I realized how many mistakes I made but have consequently learnt and grew.Although they may appear stupid I'm going to keep them for now and hoping to have them for a lot of time to come as the memories I have them, and maybe thanks to that night I will continue to make new ones everyday and doesn't matter if good one or bad as long these last will remain in minimum!I want that these to be the start of something that will be with me through my whole life.The only thing left to see if these will celebrate a year happily in my special pink box filled up with memories from these last two years =)

Exams

Been long since I have written last but I was studying for my exams that are going to start next monday, but today I'm going to have a tiny break!!This is the time were I'm stressed the most and I just don't know where am I, I just feel more lost than ever.Every little thing appears to me huge and sometimes paranoid but oh well it just two weeks and I'll be back to my life.This time although am planning a change hope it works out :)
I'll leave you to your serenity by me going back to those lovely spanish literature books waiting for me!!!
HELP xD

Chatterbox

If you meet me for the first time, I just won't talk to you, if I talk to you than I have a few drinks are in my head or a miracle has happened, because I'm rather shy at first but then...Please be aware I just can't stop talking, most of the time I say stupid stuff and I may even make some one angry even I get to know you very well.I can act a bit pushy but I do that because I don't want to lose you but at the end that what drifts me apart from people.I need to stop this because I m just ruining loads of things, but on a positive note I make people laugh because I say loads and fast, if you are able to understand me than tell because that ain't something frequent.And yes, even here as you may have notice I write and write, and this lucky you isn't half of what is going in my mind!!Well, strangely enough I hate talking on chat due that while writing in chats I just don't get my thoughts out the way I want them too, and often well more than that I get misunderstood and it just kills me...if you think I'm beating around the bush to give you a hint, well you are far from it because that is one thing I can't do; either I say something or just not say it at all.Above all I love talking and getting to know others, it is a way to make friends, however thanks to my communications course I also learnt how to listen rather than just talking and talking and talking and that is just helping me out more to get to know others. :) 

xxx

Clown

That is how im feeling being there for others with a big smile painted on my face so that at least someone could be happy,but inside i'm crying.Tears are moving down my face marking it , taking away all the make up and just draw lines upon my face.The smile now has hid as the night came behind my laptop putting smileys on chats and status but the truth is inside I'm just a sinking boat, who can't see clearly what am I writing due that tears have blurred my eyesight.Well welcome again Yesenia, to you old life where tears are shed without the ones who procured them knowing.A year has passed and we are again back to basics.

It's time!!

After so long said and anticipated, tomorrow three of my dearest friends will head off for a new experience, erasmus it is.I'm so going to miss them, three months ain't nothing BUT I wish them all the best and just to go there have fun and yeah study.I'm so envious of them too, because I should have been leaving in a month time too but unfortunately luck wasn't my way in this.

One is now lets say an old friend,who just makes me laugh so hard sometimes and other times I have the most serious conversations that just shake me and get me back into my senses,that is why I love her, and not just mention a little secret we have that everytime we mention it we remember of great days .The other one is a newly made friend, which at first we where distant but now who can stop us,we spend hours talking about everything even about muffins!!so many things we have in common that just got us,and I'm so happy to have found her.And then lets not forget of that little girlie, which I remember her since secondary school always screaming and running around and yes that's how she is, and now that I met her I just can't be quiet any more when she is near.

Miss you <3

I love TOP GEAR

This is one of the funniest episodes that everytime I watch it i just crack!

A New Year

Its already the fourth day of this new year,so its not that new anymore I guess but I didn't have time to actually sit and write something because all I was doing these days, was either working or sleeping and trying to recover fast.This year I started it with a masculine voice, I just talk in a harsh and tough voice that some people stared at me amazed, it was kind of fun though to look at their expressions.However my voice now is almost back to normal but so that my beginning of this year could be even more greater I now have a fever and I'm hearing myself again as being a tractor who is stuck and can't plough any more soil.Apart from not being 100% I can say that it wasn't such a bad start of this year however lets hope for better.

Happy New Year everyone and get all that you wish =D

xxxx