Chatterbox

If you meet me for the first time, I just won't talk to you, if I talk to you than I have a few drinks are in my head or a miracle has happened, because I'm rather shy at first but then...Please be aware I just can't stop talking, most of the time I say stupid stuff and I may even make some one angry even I get to know you very well.I can act a bit pushy but I do that because I don't want to lose you but at the end that what drifts me apart from people.I need to stop this because I m just ruining loads of things, but on a positive note I make people laugh because I say loads and fast, if you are able to understand me than tell because that ain't something frequent.And yes, even here as you may have notice I write and write, and this lucky you isn't half of what is going in my mind!!Well, strangely enough I hate talking on chat due that while writing in chats I just don't get my thoughts out the way I want them too, and often well more than that I get misunderstood and it just kills me...if you think I'm beating around the bush to give you a hint, well you are far from it because that is one thing I can't do; either I say something or just not say it at all.Above all I love talking and getting to know others, it is a way to make friends, however thanks to my communications course I also learnt how to listen rather than just talking and talking and talking and that is just helping me out more to get to know others. :) 

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