Clown

That is how im feeling being there for others with a big smile painted on my face so that at least someone could be happy,but inside i'm crying.Tears are moving down my face marking it , taking away all the make up and just draw lines upon my face.The smile now has hid as the night came behind my laptop putting smileys on chats and status but the truth is inside I'm just a sinking boat, who can't see clearly what am I writing due that tears have blurred my eyesight.Well welcome again Yesenia, to you old life where tears are shed without the ones who procured them knowing.A year has passed and we are again back to basics.